无心插柳

有时太刻意的铺陈，反而会觉得做作，

反而一些话语，一些小事，或一份关心，在你最需要的时候出现，更能显得他的可贵。

其实，凡是不一定要跟着常理进行，反而事情发生在自己的预期之外，我们才会更加珍惜。

我喜欢无意间露出的神情，无意间送上的祝福，无意间发生的插曲，无意间出现的字眼。。

因为他们都是无心插柳。。。。

谢谢你。。。

如没能如你所愿

世事真的很难分辨对与错，黑与白，好和坏。。

人终有不开心的时候，就像多美的花也总有凋谢的一天。。。。

若世界很多事情都不能如你所愿，我唯有学习接受， 在适当的时候放手。。

太执着某些事情会让人过得更痛苦。。

世上没有永远的朋友，也没有永远的敌人。就好像生长在树上的果子，总有一天也会离开母树，生长出另一棵大树。。

每个阶段总有每个阶段的苦乐。。人生往往就像一座天枰，而活着的我们在同时间，不断为自己寻找最适合的平衡点。。

life (1)

huh, recently my life is quite so so...

nothing to be share...but I think I still need to record down something in my blog..

well, really busy with my upcoming and killing assignment..

next week all assignment due...really have to work harder these few days...

yesterday, go yam cha with foong soon, what make this lim teh so special is because we walk to lim teh from my house at 4am and after that walk back home again..really long time didn't do such "siao" thing since PJ life...kindda surprise uncle gan also can walk one, maybe is because the whether is much much better than the day time...unless no sunshine...

Hai, write till here, suddenly make me remember a lot of stuf in PJ.I realy miss my old friend...
In Kampar, I think the person I can share my thing is Foong Soon. But in PJ, I got so many friend who dare to share every single piece of life with me..

Well, really dont understand why ppl like to control their beloved one in chosing friend. Please lah, I do appreciate whatever I have, and please, I also beg you to appreciate what you have lah..
Sometimes, I really feel pity to those who always under controled by their beloved one. WHY? Is it becuse they feel less of self protection??well, maybe to me this single old man, who had being single for 6 years, really dont understand who are those people's mind thinking nowaday.

OK, do write soon..to be continued....

发泄闷气篇（-）

现在已经是5am 了， 别人应该都已经睡着了吧，但是我却还是独自一人默默的在赶功课。

真讨厌，原来要做一份自己完全没有头绪的功课是那么的难。。

感觉上时间已经不多了， 但是这你不了解为什么我的组员们都可以那么的若无其事，而我却犹如热窝上的蚂蚁。

此刻真的好有压力，而且感觉也是超讨厌的。下午的时候已经受够洗碟阿姨的气， 晚上却又要烦islam的作业。我还可是第一次对自己的功课束手无策。。天啊，谁可以来救我！！！

有时还真的搞不懂， 为何平时我那么尽力的帮身边的朋友解决课业上的问题。但是，当我有困难的时候（I mean功课上的）却没有一个人可以帮到我？？天啊， 你也未免太不公平了吧！！

人生还有够无聊，长篇大论之后又可以怎样？还不是又得乖乖的继续作业。。。

闷气发泄够了，还是继续绞尽脑汁，把握时间继续加油吧！！！

busy amd challenging life

Recently, life seems like back to normal already...

keep on with my student life and everyday still need to work...

ya, my mod is getting better..eventhough many stuff still in hand..but I am trying to tune myself in good mod..

I promise myself not to let my emo control my EQ...

Even life is hard to pass, but I understand I still need to keep myself fresh and cool down in every moment...

No matter what, I need to be happy and always bring my happinessto the rest...

Keep on movin..the earth keep on turning, and my life still need to be carried on...

Uncle Faruq, what you need to do is ..always stick on your faith, trust yourself , be stronger and the strongest...nobody can hold you down..

go! go! go!....

an ice breaking I've been waited for so long

Now, this moment, I really fuck'in happy...

Finally, an answer that I been waited for so long is now here..

thanks for chatting with me...thanks for your always forgiving...

you really cheer up my mod in this moment..

Again, I wanna tell you: " I really appreciate it!!! From last time till now"

you will always my sei kei...

A little bit of complain

today I really unhappy..

I dont like the way you mark my assignment..
ya, I know I did wrong, but can you please read finish my assignment then only give marks..

please dont ignore my others part of the assignment..I really hate that..
or else, just do it your own and dont show it in front of me..
I am hurt....

dont think I never put effort, just you didn't see it..

I promise I will prove to you during my final project...